I am an 18 year old college freshman who has been in love with the same boy for years.

12th October 2010

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Life is so good right now I can’t stand it. 
After being convinced crying constantly was something I would never be able to control, I found something that helps with that.
The side effects of Zoloft are kind of fun. Such as: 
1) I get to leave school a lot because it makes me sick.
2) I get so dizzy I can’t stand up. And that actually is fun to try.
3) It messes with my appetite so I’m losing weight fast! (Which is actually okay because it’s like being on a diet. Not anorexia since I’ve gained so much weight.)

Cons:
1) It causes insomnia.
2) It puts me in a zombie-like state pretty often.

But I’onno. Things are just okay lately. The result of me and David spending less time together is that we actually make the best out of the time we DO have together. And I love that. I love him. And I think it’s changing the way he acts a little. And it’s nice. :D

But as of right now I have a paper to write for my Intro to Business class, and I don’t want to! I would rather read up on the new x-pack for WoW! Yay Cataclysm!