November 2010
1 post
I was “asked” to leave my house with $500 to my name. This is the adventure I’ve always wanted.
Slightly a bittersweet moment.
October 2010
26 posts
I doubt he’ll ever realize, or care, that it hurts my feelings.
A Static Lullaby
Can someone say ninth grade?! Holy crap. I miss that year. I had a dream the other night about the friends I had that year. :(
1 tag
If I had monies:
I would:
1) Get my hair cut again. 2) Get my hair colored. 3) Buy boots. And tights. 4) Get gas to go see my boyfriend.
This has been an uneventful day. I’m sick of sitting at home now.
Life is so good right now I can’t stand it. After being convinced crying constantly was something I would never be able to control, I found something that helps with that. The side effects of Zoloft are kind of fun. Such as: 1) I get to leave school a lot because it makes me sick. 2) I get so dizzy I can’t stand up. And that actually is fun to try. 3) It messes with my appetite so...
Migraines come straight from the pits of hell. I believe that whole heartedly.
I haven’t slept a full night in about two months, and tonight my head feels like it’s going to explode. Or implode. Or both.
Grrr.
But I’m seeing happiness for the first time in a long time.
And so is he.
We leave in 3 days. :D
What a fabulous weekend this shall be.
ohgoodnessme
So today is Day 1 of Zoloft. I haven’t noticed a difference. I don’t think I’m supposed to yet. Plus, this isnt’ the medicine I’m supposed to have, but due to the insurance I have the doctor wasn’t able to give me what I need. So basically this is gonna have weird side effects, and next time I go in to the doctor I have to tell her that this isn’t working...
Interviewsss!
I have an interview at Deb at 3:30 Friday afternoon! And Body Shop is gonna call me back with my interview date / time!
Things are looking up!
GOOOODNESSSS
My doctor’s appointment is tomorrow. My ma can’t go, so it looks like I’m doing this one alone. I’ve made a huge list of things for the nurse, and my ma made a huge list of blood work she wants to be done. I’m just so scared there’s going to be something seriously medically wrong with me. I mean, cancer runs in our family, and my ma said I have a lot of the same...
Who has two thumbs and is excited to...
THIS GIRL!!!
and now I don’t have half of my study guide.
RAGE. I’ll just study what I have, and bomb the rest.
ohgoodnessme
I’m slowly starting to hate tumblr again. For the billionth time.
I would like to run away at this point. Every day I wake up and wonder what I got myself into. I’m not made for college. I hate college. Every day I wake up to go to college, I hate it a little bit more.
I’m just a little lost exhausted.
I’m so TIRED. All I ever want to do is sleep anymore. And I know...
Last night my youth group went to a corn maze, and I went off the trail to pee while my ma kept watch. It was exhilarating.
Silly Girls
Today at sonic kept looking at my boyfriend, giggling, and saying, “It’s David!” I started to rage.
My handsome boy keeps snoring really loud in my ear. And three times so far I’ve said I’m going home, and he’s begged me not to. Honestly.. I love being here. Even if he has been sleeping. He needs to sleep. He’s gotten about two hours of it in the last two nights.
Tomorrow I have to start on homework for five chapters in my accounting class, my research paper for Psych,...
Ludo - The Horror Of Our Love
I know all of you (cept Mack) will think this is a creepy, morbid song. And it is. But after listening to it time and time again, I’ve come to love it. I have a feeling there’s way more meaning behind it than what the words say. No matter how weird they are.
I’m a killer Cold and wrathful Silent sleeper I’ve been inside your bedroom I’ve murdered half the town Left...
Oh, Tumblr.
I haven’t missed tumblr at all. But every day I wake up, I hate school soooo muuuch moooore than the day before. It’s true. I just spent the last 3 hours doing homework. And not even because I procrastinated! Grrr. But my 8:00 class is cancelled tomorrow, so I don’t have to be there till 9:05!
My parents bought me a $419 necklace. With a real (large) pearl! And I’m going...
September 2010
272 posts
Okay, so.
Tonight may actually end up okay. I haven’t been alright all day, and I can honestly say I’m not sure why. It’s just been weird.
I don’t even think I’m stressed out.. I mean. I’ve done all my homework this week, and I’m about to finish it.. But i’onno. Maybe it’s the fact that I’ve had no gas.
But i’m gonna finish my homework,...
: )
My boyfriend is skipping school to be with me.
I shouldn’t be happy about that, because he needs to go.. But I am.
I’m extremely freaking depressed today. I was given a lot to think about last night. And I don’t want to think about. SO, I’m about to go to Kroger and buy ice cream and brownie batter, and watch tv all day.
Then at 2 I’m going to cracker barrel to turn in my application.
…
I miss when he wanted to talk to me.
Who's sick of writing?
This girl.
I’m lonely.
And I’ve written about 5 pages of notes from my Supervision class.
HOLYCRAPLISTENUP
1) My FREE $200 card just came in the mail!! YAYAYAY! 2) I GOT A FREE PRINTER FOR MY LAPTOP!!! 3) I just talked to my dad, and we’re gonna work on painting my room a lighter color, rearranging it, and buying me a little desk to do college work at! 4) I’m gonna use my $200 card to get supplies for school, and the rest for a tattoo!! Yayayayayayaya.
Michael: David, guess who I am sitting here dressed as.
David: I'm not going to guess. You can tell me, or I will hang up.
Michael: I will give you a hint. His last name is Christ, he has the power of flight, he can heal leopards.
David: Michael..
Michael: I am Jesus, David, and you know why? Because Phyllis, a WOMAN, has uslurped my role as Santa.
OH YEAH AND.
I left school early again today. I did Friday, also. I didn’t even go last Wednesday.. or the Friday before that. Who hates school? THIS GIRL!
But I did leave early. I actually have a ton of homework to do, applications to fill out, and The Office to watch.
It’s hot in here.
I would have a heart attack due to joy if Papertissue would follow me back.
How sad is that?
Just so you know,
I know.
