I am an 18 year old college freshman who has been in love with the same boy for years.

21st November 2010

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I was “asked” to leave my house with $500 to my name. This is the adventure I’ve always wanted.

Slightly a bittersweet moment.

19th October 2010

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I doubt he’ll ever realize, or care, that it hurts my feelings.

14th October 2010

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14th October 2010

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A Static Lullaby

Can someone say ninth grade?! Holy crap. I miss that year. I had a dream the other night about the friends I had that year. :(

12th October 2010

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Tagged: shoot me in the face

12th October 2010

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If I had monies:

I would:

1) Get my hair cut again.
2) Get my hair colored.
3) Buy boots. And tights.
4) Get gas to go see my boyfriend.

This has been an uneventful day.
I’m sick of sitting at home now. 

12th October 2010

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Life is so good right now I can’t stand it. 
After being convinced crying constantly was something I would never be able to control, I found something that helps with that.
The side effects of Zoloft are kind of fun. Such as: 
1) I get to leave school a lot because it makes me sick.
2) I get so dizzy I can’t stand up. And that actually is fun to try.
3) It messes with my appetite so I’m losing weight fast! (Which is actually okay because it’s like being on a diet. Not anorexia since I’ve gained so much weight.)

Cons:
1) It causes insomnia.
2) It puts me in a zombie-like state pretty often.

But I’onno. Things are just okay lately. The result of me and David spending less time together is that we actually make the best out of the time we DO have together. And I love that. I love him. And I think it’s changing the way he acts a little. And it’s nice. :D

But as of right now I have a paper to write for my Intro to Business class, and I don’t want to! I would rather read up on the new x-pack for WoW! Yay Cataclysm! 

12th October 2010

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11th October 2010

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Migraines come straight from the pits of hell. I believe that whole heartedly.

I haven’t slept a full night in about two months, and tonight my head feels like it’s going to explode. Or implode. Or both.

Grrr.

But I’m seeing happiness for the first time in a long time. And so is he.

11th October 2010

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We leave in 3 days. :D

What a fabulous weekend this shall be.